LOVE COMES AGAIN

MOVED!

2007-01-16T03:36:00.000+08:00

baobao moved to http://after12am.wordpress.com

so please re-link me!

bangcocks

2007-01-12T11:32:00.000+08:00

amazingly i woke at 7plus this morning. & i'm happy about it! i'm waiting for my sister to pick me up to go to the travelling agency to travel to somewhere esle. ya! we still havent decided where to go! i hope i can visit aussie again cause i miss all the surf wears esp ROXY&SUPRE! school's starting so too bad for me. to travel there we most likely need at least a week ): i think we're going hongkong. i've been there years ago & i don't mind going again. a friend of mine told me that disneyland is boring. don't have thrilling rides at all. SO i have to think very hard where to go next. even if there were thrilling rides i think ill have to sit alone cause my sister would be too afraid to sit! argggh! it pisses me off when i must force myself to be a loner. haha. whatever. so singapore is still raining. yeah no shit man! i thought it will stop aft i come back from bangcock. & it's alr the 12th man! sometimes i dont blame, sometimes i blame the weather! currently having flu & cough. & i think its the virus in bangcock that im not used to of. haha i dunno lah! my sister is reaching alr! take a look at my bangcock pictures. (i just love spelling bangkok as bangcock) i love my booboo baby boy soso much. he's everything to meeee!

AHHHHH BLOGGER GOT PROBLEM! I CANT UPLOAD THE PICS!

the new year.

2007-01-05T04:25:00.000+08:00

batam cable ski on new year's day. as usual, we had lots of fun!

feel brand new.

2007-01-03T13:47:00.000+08:00

This is going to be a long post filled with plenty of pictures. My Korea trip was fantastic! I'm gonna upload the pictures when i feel like to.

For now, i'm gonna write some stuff about my twenty o six. Okay, i actually signed up another account to have a new blog name (i'm so sick of thebellezabao) but i just couldn't sign in. Everything is all done up but the stupid thing kept asking me to use Google after signing in or rather wrong password? Something like that. Need help here please.

2006...

- was another learning experience for me in
(friendship/relationship/studies/wakeboarding).
- new friends, lost some. glad.
- finally legal to do whatever i want.
- will never forget my bangkok & sydney trip.
- lost my D&G in the cab but got a new W850i on the spot.
- found someone to put my true feelings in.
- brought my dog on the boat as he enjoyed soaking in sea water.
- 2 mission accomplished;
climbed sydney harbour brigde & snowboarding in korea.
- recieved the best christmas present ever from my baby.
it's a Samsung K5. :DDD
- started wakeboarding in july.

I can't think of anymore. I'm happy it ended.

A QUICK UPDATE...
Christmas eve.

Baby & myself suddenly thought of BBQ-ing & camping by the beach. But instead of camping, he brought a hammock. I think hammock is so much more fun then pitching a tent. Anyway it was a last minute decision.

Met up with Jason's friends at T.O.T to have a wonderful seafood dinner. Didn't have pictures taken of us & the food cause we forgot to bring the camera. After treated by my baby, we proceeded to The Rock where his friends would start singing. & they really sing with feelings which made me so addicted whenever they go ktv. their voice is powerful. not forgetting my baby as well. he can sing too!

Pictures from 26th-30th.
XIAOXINNNN!

& the rest. miss you guys.

met kenneth to walk his dog together with my baby.

baby baby baby!

my MDIS classmates! i missss you all so much!

jj & hazelle.

& it was winnie's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY WINNIE CHUA! finally turned 19 on the last day of the year. haha. i could really kill myself if i were turning 18. haha. wakeboarders gathered at club HOME to celebrate win's birthday & to count down.

that's all.

this friday onwards is gonna be my biggest fear of all. should i go or should i not?! SIGHS!
risky risky risky risky risky!

2006-12-28T16:26:00.000+08:00

the weather is pissing me off to the core! wakeboarding trips are never gonna happen till the rain stops! PERIOD!

kimchi land here i come! (:

2006-12-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

omg! i left 6 hours more to goooooooo. i'll be back with lots of photos taken of me & johnaye snowboarding! heehee. goodbye! i'll miss you babyboy!

2006-12-06T17:33:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD! i can't wait for sunday! i'll be enjoying myself in korea. best part is... JOHN is going! friends & enjoyment is all i need man. my daddy brought back some few years back photos of me in korea. i've scanned it down cause i think i look super kuku.

ta dahhh!

haha fucking KUKU!
it's so obvious that i still wanna play with snow!
THERE!
somewhere, someplace.
me & my sister.
skiing babeh...
there we go again... playing with snow!
haha it was alive till i ate it!!! that's why i had a face like this! i can't even chew the roar tentacles cause it sucks my tongue. disgusting feeling & taste like paper.

batam with them! FUN!

2006-12-01T18:49:00.000+08:00

omg, im aching everywhere! my arms are aching the most! but the effort of putting so much on wed is worth it. i managed to do my 360 surface trick on water. other than that, i went up the kicker as usual. we had so much fun! from harbourfront, on the ferry, batam itself & going back home.

BATAM ANYONE?

2006-11-28T18:52:00.000+08:00

i'm so excited! ((((:

rain just freaking go away!

2006-11-28T02:45:00.000+08:00

not really a fantastic wakeboarding day after all for me.
reached there at 3 plus but only got started at 5.
it continued raining when we got into the boat.
the mood was totally gone.
plus i had bad falls due to the bullet rain drops.
i had no choice but to do one set, cause my lesson on monday starts at 6:30!
i was freaking cold on boat. the only way to keep
myself warm was to dip myself in the sea.
i hope batam weather won't be as bad as singapore please.
if not it's seriously JUST ME that i didn't bathe or whatever.
haha. you guys can continue suaning me about not showering.
p.s; it's our inside joke . seriously, i bathe before i leave my house!
you should have seen the look on john's face lah. smiling all the way!
he collected his 07 SHANE BOARD & rode it the first time today.
somehow, he lended toe side & heel side 180 smoothly.
not only that, he had a grab on his board while doing his two wake jump!
good on ya johnaye braaaaavoo.

well, i was one hour late for school.
somehow didn't miss any important things that i need to take note.
went to mike's shop to chill during my break.
i'm so glad to see helly after sooooo bloodly long lah.
my dear friend helly is gonna start work at mike's board shop
on the first week of dec. woooo hooo!
(actually... it's not confirmed. but should be lah) haha.
i will go & find you helly IF i got nothing to do in town okay?!
i love you too helly. (:

yes! that's the shane board.

fresh lobsters anyone?

that's the back of his board! PRETTY!

just look at his spray!

& now his 2 wake jump!

in class with sue ann (:

unfortunately, there's no pictures of me cause it was badly taken.

goodnight everyone.

IF ONLY....

2006-11-27T02:54:00.000+08:00

My weekends was usual but it was great. As long as my days are spent with my baby, i'm contented. Recently I've been counting down the days for my korea trip. THIRTEEN days left to be specific. The anticipation is killing me softly. I'm gona pack my luggage tmr although it's 13 days more to go. haha. I can't wait to spend my Xmas with my baby boy! Maybe a candle light dinner by the beach filled with stars and the smell of the air from the other side of the world. haha. IF ONLY singapore has four seasons. I'll definately wear my high heel boots with black leather jacket & tight jeans. Just whatever clothes man. At least, i'd get to dress up. Korea is minus 10 degrees at the moment. haha i can't wait to freeze myself in the mountains!

Monday - wakeboarding behind boat.
Wednesday - cable skiing at batam.
Thursday - wakeboarding behind boat.

gonna be so broke by the end of the month. i don't really give a damn actually. as long as i enjoy my sport, i'm HAPPY!

i live for wakeboarding (:

2006-11-24T06:04:00.000+08:00

i love candid shots!

haven't had the time to meet brenda till last night. i had so much of gossiping with the both of them man. as usual, i had my maggie goreng with ice dragon drink. after which, we decided to take a walk to nowhere & take all sorts of pictures. from bedok simpang we ended up at changi hospital to take a piss & a drink. then we walked down to the cross junction of tampines & bedok to take a cab due to heat stroke. haha.

JOHN I CAN'T WAIT TO GO KOREA FOR SNOWBOARDING WITH YOU!!!! :D :D :D never got the chance to snowboard in my life beforeeeeeee. i hope skiing (which i've tried before ) is almost similiar just that we all know its side ways. haha. cant wait cant wait cant wait cant wait! so excited!! wheeeeee....

2006-11-19T21:25:00.000+08:00

i went down to Mercedes Benz showroom with baby sis & mummy to reconfirm my sis new upgraded car. ARGGHH!!! she just collected it yst. i bet she's happily driving the car now. its is so comfortable to sit on & i kept playing with the seat adjustments. haha. i'm dying to drive the car once i pass! omg!!!! im going crazy! ha. after the payment was made, we went down to see showflats for the last time. got some ideas & it would be implied in our masterbedroom this feb.

2006-11-10T16:37:00.000+08:00

okay, i quit my job.

retail is fucking boring.

wakeboarding starts next week for me once john finish his O's. HURRAY!!

some photos randomly taken.

i miss helly, mavis, brenda & winnie!!!!

2006-10-30T04:18:00.000+08:00

it feels so funny not blogging regularly. well, my new school is starting today & all i know that i'll be busy till i quit my job. YES! BAOBAO IS WORKING FOR THE FIRST TIME. (don't bother asking me where i'm working at. you guys go figure :D ) so i don't think there will be any blogging till i feel like to. i feel kinda sad that i'm not gona have a life anymore & definately i'm gona miss lots of wakeboarding sessions with my wakeboarders aka B CREWS! )`: i've lots of things to fulfill at the moment so ya don't bother visiting my page anymore. there's nothing to blog anyway when i'm working like almost everyday. i'm having mixed feelings about my job man. i don't even know wth i should be happy or not.

my job is not gonna stop me from wakeboarding for sure. i wakeboarded with helly & the rest a week ago. i tried knee boarding behind boat for the first time & i personally feel it's useless but yet fun getting up thou. it was superb riding with her & of cause my babyboy. & she got her precious like a few weeks ago? she has been going on & on bragging about her pinky board. haha don't worry i was like you when i first got my board. helly's & winnie's boards are PINK in colour! AHHH! *jumps around* i feel so jealous. ROAR times 56482131!

helly baby.
my new BIKINI!

goodbye... will be gone for long. (:

2006-10-19T05:25:00.000+08:00

HELLO miss bao is back!

as i said, october is a busy month for me & i seriously havent had a proper time to update. have been caught up with lots of activities since 1st october started. despite the crazyness of wakeboarding, i just couldnt find the time to apply my damn driving lisence! ya, i'm pissed off!

ive so many things to accomplish yet i can't fucking find the time to. ohmygod! i don't know why & it's not working at all.

yst was batam with my precious, precious's 2 friends, john, john's sister & JY. i tried all sorts of things on water. such as skiing, wakeskating, (just the skateboard w/o wheels) & a flat circle surface which will able you to spin round & round till you go dizzy. my babyboy managed to stand & complete one round. infect, he doubled up with me! i thought he was gonna face plung due to kan chiongness, but he proved me wrong. heh :D i love my baby so so so much. he's so adorable. the moment when he finished one round of riding, he stop & laughed so hard. he was too HAPPY to continue another round. & another thing i wanna add is, all 6 of us tried getting up the dragon but we failed. it was so hard until the dragon overturned. we balanced like hell also overturned. what the hell. in the end, we got a shot in the water not on the dragon. argh!

pictures taken yst.

a few pictures taken before leaving singapore for batam cable ski.

john's sister, me & johnaye on the boat.

retards.

guys in shades so what? haha.

hello baby!

john & myself kept disturbing him.

triple up. (:

cool lah....
balancing on the dragon!
haha. yes, it overturned.
ta dah! in the end, we gave up & took a pic in the water.
that's all folks. :D

2006-10-14T05:25:00.000+08:00

it's worth your time watching these videos! TRUST ME!!!

2006-10-10T14:54:00.000+08:00

my baby was in his own world.

ANYWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MY MOULDED FIN GOT A CRACK!

ALL THANKS TO THAT FUNBOX IN BATAM!
ARGGHHH!!!! I AM SO FREAKING ANGRY!
THE STUPID HAZE IS GIVING ME HELL!
I'M HAVING FLU AGAIN! I HATE IT!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2006-10-02T19:11:00.000+08:00

it's october already?!?!?
wow... that's fast.

this month is gona be a busy month for me.
there's alot of things to be done.
exams are really starting this friday.
batam again (: after my exams.
my dear mavis's birthday celebration.
oh ya... mymymy driving lisence!

HSBC WAKEBOARD WORLD CUP WAS FANTASTICO!
*pictures when i get it*

2006-09-29T17:04:00.000+08:00

it's so funny until i must share these two videos. haha. you will laugh your head off & please dont wake your neighbours up if you watch it at night.
please comment! (:

2006-09-26T15:48:00.000+08:00

i can't get enough of

wakeboarding & batam.

the picture wil explain why.

wakefest this sunday at bedok reservior. cant wait!

2006-09-25T15:44:00.000+08:00

after so long then i got the time to update. i'm gona start with my birthday party first.

i've always been waiting for this day to come & that's my 18th birthday. so much for saying i'll book my basic immediatly which i haven't, caused i don't have the time & my exams are nearing. too much of wakeboarding involved & spending time with my baby i guess. it's a good thing that my time is always occupied. i'm having my one week study break & it's obvious that i haven't flipped open any books yet. the sunny weather just wanna make me feel like going to sentosa to have a tann or rather play beach volleyball. haha. too much of sports under the sun is going to cause me a heat stoke. i won't be surprised. anw i'll upload pictures at the same time blog along. it's going to be a long post (:

the babes.

xx. mavis. me. char. mag. poh.
wakeboarders!
winnie & bf.
you'll get to see al of them hanging out at cine.
BOOBYS!
my sister.
wakeboarding club!
my baybee!
agin.
they gambled during my party.
dad, sister & friends.
it says there.
guys.
& girls.
really candid.
my family.
now it's with bfs.
my favs, john & mavis.
haha.
thank you guys for making my face look like....
THIS!
my pressies from everyone! (:
i'm not THAT heavy ok.
cheekaye mike.
after the party. baby & classmates played mahjong til morning.
that's all about my 18th birthday party. i enjoyed my day hope you guys had your fun too.

it's the 13th september. & i spent my day with baby. just him alone. counted down at this famous resturant which was almost similiar to hong kong cafe. i dare to say that the french toast is better then hong kong cafe. one of the manager who works there happened to have the same birthday as me & i got to celebrate once more with a complimentary 'cake' (mango pudding) given by her. it includs 3 pink buns for longlonglong life.

left to sentosa to check out the huts that helly booked for us to spend a night there tgt.
the next day.........
in the hut which has 3 beds altgt.
-_-
our mini hut.

when there's nothing to do in sentosa at night.
walked along palawan beach.

it says liquid force not kampong tuas.
on the bus to catch musical fountain.
on our way to pungol marina for wakeboarding.
the usual thing with the usuals.
the other day in school with my crazy classmates.

pictures taken by john at bedok jetty.

the end! till then.....

2006-09-22T04:11:00.000+08:00

daddy & mummy got baobao a new D&G phone!
baobao accomplished a proper stunt on wednesday.
baobao wanna try cable at ecp at night.
baobao can't wait to cable this saturday! BATAMBATAMBATAM!
baobao can't wait to see her sweetheart tmr!!!

i'm sucha happy girl!!!

2006-09-20T03:18:00.000+08:00

okay. seriously alot to update in one shot. i'm too lazy to update & my exam is in a week time. SOSOSO i'll just update whenever i feel like or free. all i know its i can't wait to go batam with everyone this sat!!! baby is joining me for the first time && my board wil be going to batam for the first time too! whoohoo.

my plans tmr. cable skiing at east coast park. it's gona be my first time with my board there too. haha.

i love my life, seriously.

i was so excited til i drew this. haha.

2006-09-12T03:48:00.000+08:00

i'm offically turning EIGHTEEN in a day time. thanks for the presents from everyone & making my party a good & memorable one! i won't forget what mavis & helly did to me. will upload the pictures when i've the time to. i'm gonna spend my 18th birthday with my sweetheart somewhere someplace somehow. haha. the next step to do is to book my basics. WHEEE!

thursday is wakeboarding day with my wakeboard for the first time!

i'm a happy girl & i love you guys!

2006-09-10T14:39:00.000+08:00

i had a wonderful day with you sweetheart.

& i can't wait to see you later at my chalet.

i'm so excited! (:

love y'all.

2006-09-07T16:03:00.000+08:00

you make my life so mother fucking complete.

i<3youlikehell.

a few days back with my loved ones.

Today school was rather normal. watched some clip played by mista jaaalaanii. quite an interesting clip i must say. ooowell... i only appricate school aft lessons. we would just chill in class & watch classmates play blackjack. standard game the guys always play. i was blasting my w800i with the lecturer's mic today. haa for that period, the class turned out to be a club. even people from outside could hear the bass of those r&b songs played. al i say that everyone was grooving to the music. unfortunately & obviously we got caught aft playing almost half an hr of loud banging musics. i really can bow down to jj, jiewei & alvin. they freaking smoked in class while the lecturer were giving lectures. what can i say. my classmates are full of shit.

they made me do this in the boys toilet.

well well well. so many things happened this few days & i'm loving it sososo much.

my freaking party is this sunday. HOW NOT TO BE HAPPY AND EXCITED?!?!? && i COLLECTED MY BABY BOARD YST! DOUBLE HAPPINESS! this month is gona be full of surprises man! batam trips, boat rides, my boy, my friends, partying etc....

what esle can i ask for?!

my two babies.

so that's about it.

my party wil be held at costa sands (pasir ris) this sunday. you can come anytime. just don't come aft 12midnight thank you. & OH! the theme for my party is either polka dots or stripes! see you there EVERYONE OR ANYONE.

2006-09-01T17:15:00.000+08:00

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN EXACTLY 12 DAYS TIME. I'M SUPER DOOPER HAPPY & I CAN'T WAIT TO CELEBRATE.

you make me smile al the time. (:

2006-08-29T15:30:00.000+08:00

so it was the oakley wake fest day on sunday. i did not join but instead i followed the guys on a different boat. from far i could see winnie & everyone on the boat. it was like SO NEAR BUT YET SO FAR. anw, the guys did the usual two wake pops & i was busy taking pictures. but most of the time i was sleeping due to the energy lost at liquid room. liquid room was FUN!

after having a few hours of sleep at home, i headed down to loof for the party at night. lucky draws were generously given out & i saw alot of pretty pretty cute boys. winnie & myself were pinching each other like nobody business. i was the one going al so crazy over one guy. AHHH!

geographer aft loof. another happening place with the thai dancers!

i'll be going down to the board shop to pay my board with mavis & adrian NOW. <3

2006-08-25T02:21:00.000+08:00

town was boring. how many times i mst repeat that. haha anws BAOBAO got her own WAKEBOARD for her BIRTHDAY PRESENT from daddy!!! AHHHH!! asdjhasduhjknfakdhjsfsdnfksoiuweqjknfjs i'm going crazy! i can't wait to ride my my my new board.

sha, me & cindy.

i'll chase aft you if you're straight lah please! ROAR! 7 years hurry come! haha. sha you know what i'm talking abt.
adorable him.

2006-08-21T18:28:00.000+08:00

twenty three days left to my 18th birthday. how can i not be excited!!!
if had a car now, i would take my dog out to the beach & have a wonderful beach day out tgt.

wheeeee. so i've been online since aftn trying to find stuff for my project but it doesnt seem to give me any details on the things that i'm supposed to research on. bloodly hell.

i enjoyed my day at batam yst. took alot of pictures with mike's cam. played pool, fooled around, kept changing songs & played with the usual dogs. mavis & myself were thrown in by jun, mike & these 2 ang moh guys. it was hilariously fun!!! mavis ran for her life in order not to get her SHORTS wet. in the end, mike provided her another pair of dry shorts to wear & she kept complaining its too small. pictures will be uploaded once i receive it from mike. batam is offically like my 2nd home. i just realised i frequent there alot! goodness me.

<3mavis<3

2006-08-20T05:22:00.000+08:00

i'm going BATAM in a few hours time!
mavis's sleeping on my couch now.
just came back from liquid room &
i saw a few pretty boys. OMG!
haha yayaya. gona get ready now.

pictures taken yst!

BYEBYEFORNOW!

2006-08-18T02:40:00.000+08:00

REVAMPED REVAMPED REVAMPED! UH HUH....
i love my new layout. so b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l!

anw, the doc said i don't have to stitch. no use stitching cause it's too late. whatthehell. all the dead tissue is coming out so there's no point for stitching. i was relief yet sad. i've no choice but to have a new fugly scar. i knew something would happen to me before my birthday. it always happens EVERY YEAR. ARGGH....!

mymymy. MORNING lesson for me later & then it would be chinatown with my sister to check out the charms again. pretty excited for it. & i'll be meeting jordus & mavis to comb down arab st. haven't really been there so i seriously don't know what i'm missing out. it seems like everyone has been there & said it's very interesting.

i've seen the 07 series boards. & OMG they are fucking pretty! i cannot make up my mind. i'm gona upload a few which i seriously LOVE. someone kind enough to get me as birthday present? i'll definately be your BEST FRIEND on the spot. haha.

wound hurry recover. baobao wanna ride veryvery soon.

2006-08-17T17:06:00.000+08:00

OMG! i'm gona get my wound stitched up later. haven't done that in my life before so i'm freaking scared. ive no choice but to stitch it up cause of the hole in my leg & i don't want to have another scar on my leg. i had enough of scars on my legs alr please. & without stitching, i can say goodbye to wakeboarding for at least a month. so i'm going to do it by today. -squeals-

anw, i had a good time with jordus & mavis yst. went down to chinatown to find $2 pair of shoes which we can design our own but unfortunatly jordus friend said it was at arab. however, we ended up in this shop at chinatown where they sell D.I.Y charms & all. i was freaking happy and bought a few charms. i'm definately gona make one necklace myself SOON if i have the time.

for now, i'm gona meet my sis & get my wound stitched up! hurhur! i'm do DEAD!

2006-08-13T04:52:00.000+08:00

took a cab down to marina south to meet mavis & jordus for dinner.

i guess i've to take CAB for at least 2 weeks. i can't freaking walk properly

& definately not gona take bus cause it's gona be embarassing.

they wanted to meet me at bedok but they were late or something.

had a satisfatory dinner til my stomache got bloated. HA. no shit.

then it was house of the dead four at the arcade. interesting game i must say.

after steamboat with them, i went down to simpang to meet rena & the rest.

chalet at aranda with the wakeboarders tmr!! i'm damn excited. wheeee! happy 18th birthday desireeeeeeeee!!

&& today is offically one month more to my FREAKING 18TH BIRTHDAY!! :D

- reader; it was mofo painful. you had no idea how much i cried like a baby. haha & that man... thinks he works at the batam custom. he looks like one karang guni man for sure.

- erika; i'm using SONY T30. (:

2006-08-12T16:54:00.000+08:00

the pup that grew so big within a month in batam.

johnaye & me
doubled up!
it says LF!
shawn's wake nearly made my contacts came out.

my first injury for wakeboarding. it scared the shit hella me.

the meat that got cut out by a board!!

trying to learn how to walk again. haha (look at john!)on my way back to the ferry to singapore!
went to see a doc when i reached sg. got it cleaned up at the clinic & i'm still having difficulty in walking. ): SAD!

my sister & myself are gonna bring tyren the husky for a run at west coast park now.

please god, let it recover like NOW!

2006-08-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

last night was a bliss man. finally got the chance to meet up with charlene & the rest. we went to the new club called cube without q-ing. i felt like a vip for THAT moment. you should have seen the Q for cube man. it's something like MOS Q when it first lauch. well, we stayed for a while cause it was freaking packed with people in office wears. so not our age please. then we went over to momo without q-ing again. haha. all eyes were on us again when we walked into momo. big thanks to robin thou. drinks were given to us by our friends & they were enough to get ourselves floating in the air..... haha. i had alot of fun last night. like SERIOUSLY. anyway, i'm going down to winnie's house for don's birthday celebration soon. i can't wait to see her meow meow & have a wonderful BBQ gathering with the rest. BYEBYE!

2006-08-08T14:00:00.000+08:00

the bloodly water in east coast park was freaking choppy. it's so different from batam. i dare not do any tricks because i was scared to fall in & walk all the way back with the board. i managed to get up the fun box!!! it was freaking scary at first but i sorta know how to balance after a few rounds. wellwellwell, i'm going MOMO tonight with the same people & CHARLENE. have not met up with this babe for god-knows-when man. can't wait to do some catching up session & i missed those MOMO days with you man.

my lighter is the most out standing one pls.

2006-08-07T02:15:00.000+08:00

malaysia trip! damn happening. the food was damn shiok & it's so bloodly cheap. winnie i want more of this! haha esp the butter crayfish thingy. I'M GOING CABLE SKIING AT EAST COAST PARK TMR. EXCITEDEXCITEDEXCITED!!! haha JELLYFISH please don't sting me. i'm gg there to enjoy not gona catch you guys unlike winniechua. goodnight everyone.

like FINALLY i recieved the batam pictures!

2006-08-05T12:55:00.000+08:00

i lack alot of SLEEP!!! i've been waking up extremly early for no reason. ): went east coast park with tyren & my sister yst. & i just came back from wakeboarding with john. satisfying one today! i did get to POP alot of times & i'm damn proud of myself. heee. john's pops were great too. infect it's higher & much more smooth this time round. i've nothing to blog alr. i'm gonna see showflats now & then i'm going back home again to SLEEP! oh ya, & then it's LIQUID ROOM TONIGHT! i'm gonna be a zombie by the end of the day.

ponggol marina.

him.

2006-07-28T05:46:00.000+08:00

BATAM BATAM BATAM!!! IT'S GONNA BE A FEW MORE HOURS TO BATAM!!! BUT BEFORE BATAM IS MALAYSIA WITH JOHN, WINNIE, PUI CHENG & DON! THE ANTICIPATION IS KILLING ME. I CANNOT WAIT!!! *JUMPS!!!

//edited//

i woke up with a shock to see my dog almost furless. the cutest dog ever!!!

BEFORE!!

AFTER!!

2006-07-27T02:33:00.000+08:00

it's obvious that i wasn't paying attention. haha.
i feel like slapping you. haha. sounds familiar huh?!
then it was town with these two irritating people.

it's my sweet heart's birthday today. finally she offically turned 18! we've always wanted for this day to come. MINE'S like 2 more months? goodness... long way more to go man. anw, it was at secret recipe that we had our dinner. those ex kcians which i have not seen them in ages attended brenda's party & i was freaking happy to see them. catch up a little & it was the cake cutting time. took lots of photos as usual. SIGHS! BRENDA, i'm like super dooper happy for you can? you can enter clubs without a problem. no more of borrowing or shit like this. ARGHH! happy birthday to you once again sweets! (:

TO KEN; i'm not sure wth he used to work at toys r us but i can ask him if you want. haha. & ya hes a biker & he stays at bukit panjang. think you got the right person lah. his name is JJ for short.

TO JJ; haha of cause you rmb me. u're freaking my classmate DUDE! don't forget to write me testimonial saying abt the bao for bun. haha both derek & alvin wrote alr. see you in school.

2006-07-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

hello! it's like the 2nd week of school alr. everyday projects are being mentioned. details & the DATE line were given as well. there's no school on thursday & friday. YAYNESS!

in class today.

&& 7th month started yst! creepy! it's gona last like for 2 months. i thought 7th month will end before my birthday. but this year it ends on the 22nd of SEP! MY GOD!

this was what my friend just typed;

dennish says:
it's quite spooky...with people burning stuff everywhere
dennish says:
frankly...i think it's gonna contribute to the haze
dennish says:
pollution
dennish says:
then more people will become permanent 7th monthers

HAHA i felt like an idoit laughing infront of my computer screen. i don't know why i find this very funny.

2006-07-24T03:40:00.000+08:00

& she said; i can find my happiness. infect, i'm having it right now. it was a stupid thing to get pissed off by you. totally waste of emotions. go & believe whoever slut told you about that. can't give a shit about it. why are you so bothered by the way. in the end they still TALK to you (if you wanna put it that way). so what's the big deal. HAHA wtf. really, you suck big time mr zhang. i hope you see THIS!

this friendship is over.
goodbye.

2006-07-22T06:37:00.000+08:00

we were at cheryl's place the day before. we took alot of funny photos in bernice's laptop. the programme is call photo booth. those using imac should know what i'm talking about. i'll definately upload THE pictures once i get it from bernice! i was supposed to dye my hair too but who knows that boy called to meet me. he only comes out with any available cars to pick me up. if not he will be damn lazy to walk out from his damn house. he's toooo dependent on it alr. but whatever it is, i was happy to see you that night. ((:

i just reached home after playing one round of mahjong. it took me like years to complete the game man. pratically all were stoning away. luckily there were music to keep us half awake. i did won $$$ but it's all in coins. i've spent it on my cab fare home. uncle must be very happy huh? haha.

well, i can't wait to wake up later. plans have alr made & TONIGHT it's the night that we will be clubbing. *jumps! haha like whatever... but ya, i'm freaking excited to club. i haven't been to liquid room since last year i think!

i'm looking forward to next week too! cable skiiing, go karting, supper in malaysia before going batam. WHAHHAHA. SOUNDS SO FUN! *JUMPS AROUND! haha like really whatever...

goodnighteveryone esp to that boy. :D

2006-07-20T02:48:00.000+08:00

as i was eating my mee goreng, my hair somehow went into my mouth & i started chewing tgt with it. GROSS i know. whatever.

hey, we love how the way we dressed okay. WHAT'S WRONG?!you guys don't usually get to see this everyday.

we might even wear them to town if we are paid.

i see right through to you.

my new friend, shafique. (:
bernice & myself thinks he's gorgeous!
HIS LIPS just makes me wanna grab him & kiss him.
he's very adorable & i've to wait for 7 yrs later. haha only we know.

2006-07-18T19:07:00.000+08:00

haha i just realised i did not blog for quite a few days. my blog is seriously dying. anyone or everyone please make it happening again. ha. i've started school since monday & i'm starting to get sick of it alr. i'm so glad to see quite a few familiar faces like gerlynn, kim, daryl & aaronn. the people in my current class are so happening compared to my previous one. i was given ALOT of projects to do on my first day for each subject. arghh...! haha i just rmbed i used to say what's school?! i can't afford to say that anymore if not i'd be paying for my own school fees. DAMNIT. i got threatened by my mum okay. but i know she doesn't mean it at all.

today we've learnt this.
i'm sorry, because i love you.
&
i'm sorry beacause i love you.

there were alot of this examples given & one of them is this.
that's techniques of speaking and writing for you.

i would have gone to shanhai with my sister if my school didn't start this week. SUCKS! well, i'm going to batam on the 29th for cable skiiing again. all's set & ready to go. this time the people following us are MAVIS, matthew, shumei & etc. SO EXCITED.

well, i've been trying my hardest to have fun before my school offically start. which i really did lah. i've got pictures to PROVE. haha. whatever. finally got the chance to meet up with bOObys again. HURRY TRANSFER YOURSELF TO SENTOSA BILLABONG SO THAT I CAN TANN WITH YOU!

my sister & friends lucornia trip for fishing.

these rods worth 20k plus in total.

2006-07-12T04:25:00.000+08:00

HAHA. i know this is damn damn damn illegal but (temptation is really a fucking mother)! i cannot help it but to drive the tuscani! drove down hills & to mount faber. the feeling was fucking fucking good. reallyy lah.. give me two months more & you people will see me book my damn basic.

my hair was in a mass when i stood up! FUNFUNFUN!

2006-07-09T19:27:00.000+08:00

i haven't been clubbing lately. friday was the day that saved my life! i missed dancing with my peeps! met up with the usuals in town then headed down to MOS. that's not the only fun we had. we woke up the next morning for escape theme park. before that, i had difficulty sleeping maybe cause i was either too high or i had a headache. my brain was still active when i closed my eyes. i had to tell myself not to think of anything in order to sleep but it didnt work a single bit. WHY? cause i was thinking too hard abt my celebration for my 18th birthday! haha. well, i managed to wake up slightly later than the rest & took a straight bus down. & guess what... i was LATE. everyone waited for me & i felt like a princess. haha. NO LAH i'm just kidding. anw, the most rides we took was the go kart. the pepsi ride made me wanna take 983724 panadols & we had a "fight" with these young chi-na ah lians. mavis was there to back us up. then later in the night, we went to sentosa to catch the match. but we ended at siloso dancing. they had some funtion there. blasting musics was overpowering the whole island. & there were beautiful fireworks. haha. && i had durians in the morning when i reached home. too much wakeboarding is gonna burnt my damn pockets.

2006-07-05T21:37:00.000+08:00

wakeboarding was dope for them except for me. i don't know whether isit the board, size or just my forth toe. it was extremly difficult & tiring & it's so different from cable. i think too much bad habit practice at batam. but the pops behind the boat it's easier to do cause there's the freaking wake. but i'm still pissed off at i-dont-know-what. seriously did not enjoy myself yst.
here are the pictures.

beach road.

in the train.

pungol mrt.
our wakeboarding instructor.

john.
winnie & me
love you sweetie.
:D
winnie.
don.

2006-07-04T02:44:00.000+08:00

this is so stressful. i can't wait for next week but yet i'm not prepared for anything. i've missed my opportunity given by a friend today. somehow, i needed that today's sleep alot. & so, we had supper at serangoon gardens AGAIN. after supper, we left to this playground that we've been "hanging out" for quite some time. then, it started raining & we played truth or dare using my black coca cola bottle bought in aussie. we dared each other to stand under the rain & do silly things. such as, (john) his dare was to shout "i'm a survivor" under the rain. haha. some of the truth questions was way too sensitive. too sensitive until i had to cover my face & stuff. but of cause, we had lots of fun. i laughed until i got "kidney cramps". haha. only they know what i'm talking about.

WAKEBOARDING AT PUNGGOL MARINA TMR WITH JOHN, WINNIE, DON, LEON & MAVIS! 90bucks for one freaking hour! anyone wanna sponser? lol just kidding. mavis is just gonna sit in the boat & watch us wake. she will never ever try such thing. cus if she did, she'd most proberly fly away. haha. i'm gonna have my puff now before i sleep. i'm so excited. same goes for the rest of them. goodnight world.

2006-07-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

i've been constantly going down to serangoon gardens for pratas, maggie goreng & soccer match. i really enjoyed yst's match (port vs eng). finally a match that made me stay put & didn't wanna leave my chair. i love the sight of everyone cheering. it seems like they've won BIG money or something. well, starting from tmr, i won't be practicing this anymore. john's starting school tmr & a few more of them. my sis is leaving tmr for some a 1 week fishing trip so its just left with mavis & myself. fucked up.

the eyebags due to al these late nights.

john have you packed your school bag?! haha

2006-07-01T11:01:00.000+08:00

so i didn't have the time to blog since monday. i've to spend time with johnaye till his school starts which is next week. & that's it. no more life for the both of us. as for mavis dear, she's gonna be free from today onwards as something happened to her & i don't think its nice to mention here. well, mavis we can always look for ____ tgt.

i'll be going down to meet john & mavis at serangoon gardens for prata & soccer match soon.

on monday;

the MTV crew went down with us on monday to batam. unfortunately, may & choy couldn't make it, so the replacement they gave was VJ COLBY. even better! haha. i didn't know who he was at first, cause i SELDOM watch MTV nowadays. so ya, i took him as like a normal person interviewing or rather just doing his stuff. he's quite good at wakeboarding for begainner man. he managed to get up on his feet within two to three attempts. as usual, we went rounds & rounds the cable ski park. cameras were like everywhere. above us, beside us, infront of us & behind us. sometimes i do get nervous infront of cameras esp when i know they're recording. but luckily, there wasn't any falls when i start my dork start. anws, they will inform us when the show is out. it's called pop inked i think?! :D

on thursday;
went shopping with my sister. didn't manage to go zara cause it's either we forgot, too late or lazy to walk. haha. & these are the clothes i bought from forever21. got myself a retro sunglass from topshop as well.

its sat tmr! i can't wait.

2006-06-26T08:14:00.000+08:00

feeling emo out of a sudden. just my luck tonight with the same people. <3
i wana go batam tmr for wakeboarding! MTV will be going down as well to film whoever.
*YAWNS*

please watch this. it's damn funny!
the link;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rLTmahVJnlA

2006-06-25T12:14:00.000+08:00

so it was queensway to get the studs & then silent hill at cine with mavis & john. all i can say that the show was disturbing. but i like it.

pictures taken in the bus while we were on our way to town.

the love of my life. forever & always.

have to get ready before all of them complain that i'm late again. haha. HELLY BOOBYS & KUSU & JOHNAYE BRAVO & ME gonna fish at bedok jetty AGAIN!

the feeling in me is emotionally weird. but i'm looking forward to see you later. (:

2006-06-23T03:38:00.000+08:00

LIKE FINALLY!always wanted to pierce & i finally made it lah. it's really another accomplishment for me man. it took me hours to keep considering. the fear was really there! frankly speaking, i think this piercing is more painful than naval. everyone knows my tolerence for piercing is damnnnn low & i always chicken out after that. so if i can actually do it, whoeverr in the world can do it as well.

mavis was so scared which really made me feel even worst. crazy woman suddenly call me in the aftn & said that she wanna pierce. so i had to "accompany" her as well. haha rmb that BLOOD sisters thing before we pierced?! it was crazy i tell you. we kept washing our mouth with rice wine to numb our mouth. but it didnt work at all. john wasnt afraid & he reused my needle. so mavis pierced her right lip, mine's the middle & john's on the left. really damn crazy okay. the best part, our friend helped us pierce under some void deck opposite east coast park.

I CAN'T SMILE AT ALL IF YOU REALISED. SIGHS.

2006-06-22T07:29:00.000+08:00

nothing can be more interesting than wakeboarding. i love that sport so much & everyone had so much fun that day. i'm sure there's more to come. we've to wait for winnie to come back from hong kong & then we will be riding again. haha this time we'll be riding vincent's boat. had too much of cable ski alr. more pictures will be up after winnie sends me the photos.

you know i miss you. :D

2006-06-16T18:50:00.000+08:00

it's too late for me to update the previous trip i went cause i'm going this monday again. wakeboarding it is! super dooper addictive. OH, & i managed to jump down from 3 stories high!

the fishing craze is still on. as usual, we fished a bedok jetty & there were alot of fishes. some lucky bitch caught an arm's lenght barracuda. helly, my sister, helly's boyfriend, joined the usuals at ECP. & we stayed there till 6+ cause we thought it's enough to bring 81 tanbans home.

2006-06-14T01:54:00.000+08:00

Amazing. My initial curiosity was triggered, but after having read a little of your blog I am truly amazed. You present as spoiled, self absorbed, self indulgent, and immature, with average physical appeal for a teen. I have a feeling that you will need to develop a great deal more self less bitchaye and restraint if you are ever to find any success in life, as life won't let you "not eat vegetables since the age of ..." the way mummy and daddy apparently have, nor accept, without reaction, "temper tantrums jealousy or whatsoever ..." etc. HA. you know who i'm talking about. So just shut your mouth bitch. Just anytime, the embarrassment will suddenly POP out of nowhere. & don't think you're the "oh look at me, look at me" kind cause they wouldn't even wanna look at you in the first place. it really freaks everyone out thank you.

CHEERS biatch!

2006-06-11T22:50:00.000+08:00

i really need to change my timing of sleep. too much of late outings is gonna spoil my whole body system. my eyes have devoloped heavy eyebags & there is no way i'm gonna look good lah. majority is sleeping now & i guess i'm the only person awake. tormenting okay. so, thursday friday & saturday was well spent with mavis, john & mavis's friend. can't mention due to SOME REASONS right mavis. whatever it is, i really enjoy hanging out with these people for the past few days. these people are super on with anything & they're very happening too.

i shall start on my cable ski at BATAM posts. it's one of my most fantastic trip ever. it's harder to control than wakeboarding. i fell ALOT of times & i hate it. it's not easy to start for begainners okay. i've built my confidence somehow & i advanced to the jump part to take off. i forgot how you call that. nvm. i'm glad ive made it & believe it or not, i'm going this tuesday with the group again. SUPER HAPPENING BALLS. i love happening people. they're just so ON for anything. arghh. AGAIN, I CAN'T WAIT!! *JUMPS. (anyone interested pls let me know. )

on our way to batam.

winnie & me.

im so jealous of her tan.

the girls.

wakeboarding instructor johnaye.
forever on the phone.
played tai ti on our way there.
9+ vincent.
the place where we cable.
us again.
vincent ride the "dolphins"
knee boarding.

jumping photo again.
super dooper tired.
vince damn style man. haha.
scared.

winnaye!!
don.
lol.

2006-06-07T20:09:00.000+08:00

i rubbed my eyes until my contact lens went up my eyes! that shows how sleepy i am & it hurts! oh ya, & i forgot to set my alarm to 06:00 pm so that i can take my camera out from my bag in the living room to snap a picture at 06:06pm tgt with 06/06/06. ): once in a life time thing okay! big thanks to my late night sleep. ALWAYS!

well, i'm so excited for BATAM later. it's just gonna be a one day thing. morning go, back at night. heard theres no one going for cable skiing except for us. dont know how true is that. i'll know when i get there. i'm not feeling sleepy at the moment!! why must this always happen to meeeee! i was chatting with my wakeboarding instructor just now & he said he got woken up by some pain in his mouth! it's tooth ache my dear!! i was like WHAT LAH.. hurry go & take panadol or something. even worst, he added that he might not be going because of this. SIGHS.

the other day i went to meet kane, paul & amanda at HAPPY. yes it's a gay club. i was scared at first, but i sorta got used to it when i started dancing. the guys or GAYS are super super HOT! whahhaha.. cannot take it please. the music was good as well. it's house with RNB. that's my kind of music man. i'm going this sunday again. (:

them.

back at kane's. 50% still know what i was doing. de other 50% GONE!
the i-slimed-down-so-much SHY kane
ed hardy babeh.
paul & i.

it's 5:08am!! DIE!

good night world.

2006-06-03T12:06:00.000+08:00

Fishing wasn't that bad after all. i kept telling mavis that we won't catch any big fish. which we didn't have the luck at all. i said that we won't even get to catch any fish at bedok jetty too but i was wrong. SO DAMN WRONG MAN! those tanban hooks we used were damn powerful please. we caught like four at one goal. but the size of those fishes were the size of my palm. not bad already okay. i was so kan chiong when we saw the school of fishes. all were on the surface. we fished from night to morning & we're going there again tonight. so if anyone is gonna have a romantic walk there, please walk all the way to bedok jetty & find me please. cause it's kinda boring at times. thank you very much. OH, mavis is gonna bring a portable TV tonight!! haha can't wait to see how it works.

*mavis if you're reading this, can you still rmb you brought that portable TV to newton when we were eating stringray & lala. i still can rmb the show we watched. it's american next top model & it was 2 years ago!*

can you see that im really bored so far?

that man being selFISH!

mavis said; i love the dustin so much.
KEH SIAO!
her first time.
-_-
(:

heineken keeps us awake. ironic picture.
shes trying to do one of my jumping photos.
morning view & there john lying down on the mat.
6+
taken by johnny bravo.
i love this picture.

all deep fried when i reached home.

2006-06-02T19:00:00.000+08:00

i got woken up by bOObys call! i'm supposed to meet john for lunch & walk around in town. the moment when i picked up bOObys call, i immediatly said I CALL YOU BACK. the way i sounded like someone died or something. so i checked my missed calls & msges & one of them is john. i thought john was in town waiting for me when i saw his msg. luckily hes msg said bao, i go home first. i very tired. HAHA. thank god. i'm damn famous for being late (not proud of it at all) that's why i got so scared when bOObys called me at 2 plus. whatever it is, i'm gonna meet john, mavis & mavis's friend later at EAST COAST AGAIN. why again? cause we were prawn fishing yst. john & mavis stayed at the pond since afternoon till 1 in the morning. 12 hours of prawn fishing! i'm not kidding man. i came down later of cause. but the results was good. from four prawns to 30 prawns?? i know there were alot & i got to BBQ two on the spot. haha. looking at the prawns BBQd alive is damn evil lah. i'm off to meet them now. (:

2006-06-02T09:56:00.000+08:00

the mos party was a dissapointment. the crowd was a turned off. but i enjoyed the music. & i love al these people! (:

2006-05-29T23:53:00.000+08:00

why is everyone talking about HARD GAY?! i know hes funny & all. he really became famous overnight man. with his moves shaking his thang blah blah blah really very entertaining. haven't got the chance to watch the english sub titles yet. when i first watch it, i was just laughing at how he shake his ass. THATS IT. so, obviously i dont learn jap or whatever nonsense he was talking. that's why i didnt really get to laugh as much as my friends. whatever it is, god bless him.

so MAVIS WEE really have no other choice but to really set her mind RIGHT again at this point of time. EVERYONE IS SUFFERING & going through the same thing. well, for my case it has already settled & i'm back to my fuuuurreeeddddommm. believe it or not but i'm going to THE PARTY tmr. yesyesyes... laughh all you want. haha. it's okay. the age doesn't matters me at all. is who i'm gonna club with & that will be those happening people. so whoever is going, SEE YOU THERE! <3

mavis & mee for the past few days.
the typical pose again.

the pictures were taken at singapore checkpoint. (:

LATTE-ING with jessie, shawn & joshua later.

2006-05-29T20:28:00.000+08:00

didn't have the time to post til today.

SO ya, i was back on monday MORNING! 4:15am sharp! ahhhh... i really don't know where or how to start. there are so many things to say about SYDNEY. i love this trip the most cause i got to see lots of things & places && THE CLOTHES ARE JUST SO B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L! so many POLKA DOTS & STRIPES! I SWEAR..! it was everywhere when i stepped into those shops! when i walked into those famous shops in aussie such as SUPRE, DOTTI, SPORTSGIRL,COTTON ON & ESP... GOODNESS my eyes could go blind on the spot. we also walked most of the time. cause starting price to freaking take a cab is $10. so not worth it. i've covered almost everypart of sydney for the past one week. err.. i went to darling habour, climbed the bridge, blue mountains & the 3 sisters, bondi beach, combed almost every shopping centers, the famous pie place called HARRYS something, the farm & MANY MOORE. i love travelling with my sister. i'm gonna start uploading the peekchures. so HAVE FUN LOOKING AT THEM! :D

DFS, (8:30+am)

complimentary breakfast at some cafe.
we had to finish this for that week if not it'll be wasted.
was on the phone with you before i left.
had our last smoke.
FINALLY SDYNEY!
outside our room.
reason? cause there's a warning in the room. $250 fine! we tried to smoke in the room thou. it didnt alarm. guess it was trying to scare smokers. haha.
chinatown babeh.
it's only like3 mins walk?
THIS CROSS JUNCTION IS F-ING COOL. you get to cross anywhere you like when it's red man. yes RED.. not GREEN. that's why you can see people from behind us walking from THAT building.
the SUPER SUPRE!
POLKA DOTS all the way!have one of this. you guess the colour.
the CBD area. notice im the only one not fully covered.
my fav brand.
famous fish&chips
(:
nice picture taken by my sister.
sydney opera house.
fly baojun FLY!
shopped until became MAD!
sis had to eat something b4 we climb.
it says DARLING HABOUR.
im not drunk !!!
after the climb.
$15 for one peekchures pls.
i love this.
congrads bao.
HAHA. only people with dirty mind would think of this as another thing. stray pussycat.
the ticket for trains.
took the train down to uncle's place somewhere in the north of sydney.
HUGE.
my sister loves it. i HATE it.
its bigger than my index finger.
THE restaurant. SO CUTE!!!!
if i can keep one, i will.
too adorable.
bonding.
part of the blue mountains.
i can't rmb where were we. some park. thats al i know.
haha you'd be wondering whats wrong with me & those jumping pics RIGHT!
THERE! DE BLUE MOUNTAINS!!

the 3 sisters.
we took that.. it wasnt really that fast. but ive to give credit t those people who built this without wearing any safety gearrs.
after the blue mountains.
that SUPRE has 4 levels.
FAMOUS PLACE.
the food is damn SHIOK pls.
back street girl.
BONDI BEACH.
HAHA. CALM DOWN SISTA.
jump again.
back street girls.
i love this print.
uncle's garden.
uncle's hse.
uncle's neighbour.
uncle took us to the country side of sydney.
forgot this place!!
darling harbour in the night.

NUR SITI JUN. the last day & last shot at the sdyney airport.

wins; SEE LA YOU! wakeboard until mst bandage your head. you mst have had a very bag fall lah. i wanna wakeboard when you recover okay? my legs very itchy!! haha.

passerby; thanks & ive moved on.

helly boobys; for you, i dont have to say much la huh. you always have the best advises given.

jessie; i was sway but very lucky that day. thanks you sosososo much.

bj's fan; hey i think it's about time you write your name down. at least let me know who is my fan. haha. you can tell from my pictures taken in sdyney that i really had lots of fun!

brenda baby; enjoying la. coming back next friday right? penang here & there... hurry come back & send me the peekchures. better buy back something for me ah!

2006-05-29T06:24:00.000+08:00

suddenly have the mood for techno & i love this song. it's not because of you neither it's reffering to you.

i'm doing more photo blogging nowadays than actual blogging.

MY FISHING PICTURES.

im gonna get this top i tried at GUESS de other day.

i love this girl so much. she cut her fringe just for me. haha. now she look even more like an ah lian. AGREE?!

FRIDAY night with them at MOS.

it's 6.20 am!!!!!! goodness! ive to sleep now!!!!!!!!!

2006-05-27T19:40:00.000+08:00

I WAS DEPRESSED FOR SUCH A LONG TIME & SUFFERED FREQUENT HYPERVENTILATION ATTACKS!

THAT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN ANYMORE AFTER WHAT I'VE SEEN WITH MY OWN EYES.

YOU SUCK.
YOU PLAYED WITH MY HEART.
I GAVE UP.

I REALLY DEEP DOWN APPRECIATE THOSE PEOPLE WHO STOOD BY ME 24/7. THOSE WHO PICK ME UP WHEN I WAS DOWN. I DON'T KNOW WHAT IL DO WITHOUT YOU GUYS. LOVE YOU ALL. helly, brenda, mavis, dp, char, wins, jessie, & so many more... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING.

2006-05-14T20:33:00.000+08:00

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes (I say)
A little righteous and too proud
I just wanna find a way to compromise
Cause I believe we can work things out

I thought that I had all the answers
never givin in
but baby since you've gone
I admit I was wrong

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we'd never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I'd do
im lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

How am I ever gonna get rid of these blurs
baby I'm so lonely all the time
everywhere I go I get so confused
your the only thing thats on my mind

On my bed so cold at night
I miss you more each day
only you can make it right
no I'm not too proud to say

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we'd never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I'd do
I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
I'm lost without you

If I could only hold you now
make the pain just go away
can't stop the tears from running down my face

All I know is I'm lost without you
I'm not gonna lie
how am I gonna be strong without you
I need you by my side
if we ever say we'd never be together
in the end you wave goodbye
dunno what I'd do
I'm lost without you

I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is im lost without you
I keep trying to face the day
an all I know is
I'm lost without your love I keep trying to find my way
and all I know is
I'm lost without you

ben, i'll be waiting. <3

2006-05-14T05:13:00.000+08:00

how true can it get?
just knew that givin a clock away to someone.
its like askin him to leave or something.

and it really happened.
regretted.

2006-05-12T19:58:00.000+08:00

everythings different now.
helly asked me to club tmr.
but i cant seem to bring myself to give her an answer.
nobody seems to know what is going thru my mind now.
as a matter of fact.. (honestly) i dont know myself.

i've let my mind go loose awhile.
and i just cant seem to find the answer
about why is this happenin to me.
especially right now at this point of time.
ESPECIALLY before i'm headin to sydney.

i believe he wants me to enjoy myself.
but then again.. how to when i lost someone i loved so much.
and who wants me to let go... right now?!

i've completely lost confidence in whatever i was doing.
i'll try.
TRY to let go.. but can't u see?!
i really don't want to.
it's so damn painful.
right now when the heartaches thru my i-DUNNO-WHAT?!
its just there.. and its really.. AGRHH..

i hope things will be better.
better in a sense that we'll still be able to enjoy each other's company.
hopefully.. ( REALLY HOPEFULLY )
things will turn out right for us.. when i'm back from sydney.

p.s: ben
i really do care alot for you.
and i hope that if you ever thought of giving us another chance,
i'll be the happiest girl in the world.

*LOST without you.

2006-05-11T04:23:00.000+08:00

i've planned everything out for this week & next week.
so i'm gonna watch smallville after i blog.
meeting bam later in the night for dinner.
tmr's gonna be fun cause it's gonna be my first
time trying out cable skiing. have to be at ECP
around 3+ to meet my dear winnie. & then in the night,
might be either clubbing at zouk or pitching a tent
at somewhere & have our mini BBQ tgt.
friday would be the day i'll be waiting for anybody
or everybody to call me out! (:
i've to get things done in school on sat.
maybe tanning on sunday since booby's taking off on that day.

& MONDAY IS THE DAY I'LL BE TAKING THE DAMN AEROPLANE TO GO SYDNEY WITH MY SISTER & HER FRIEND ANNE! AGAIN, TRAVELLING WITHOUT PARENTS IS FUN! HAHA

it's a last minute thing & we are so lucky to get tickets. i guess i'm gonna enjoy the coldness in sydney. NO SUMMER CLOTHES for me to buy back to SG. ): the beach is gonna be dead & i'm gonna freeze to death. i've yet to climb the sydney harbour bridge. i did not have enough time to do so for the previous trip cus i was in a tour. but now, we took free & easy so it's just anytime babeh!

2006-05-08T09:31:00.000+08:00

met amanda, elvi & helly boobys in town. wenta rouge to see mr singapore 2006 contest for a while. newurbanmale hired the models i think? actually i think it's newurbanmale's event. ahh... who cares. there were so many macho hunks in trunks. haha. jessie met us outside rouge & we headed down to cine to get ciggs. amanda was so anonnyed with relationship problems until she brought the wrong ciggs lah. it's ok amanda, i don't blame you. i know how you felt yst & please cheer up if you're reading this. (: so MAVISWEE called me while i was going down the escalator. met her outside cheers & she was like talking about soooo many things. you know what i mean mavis. so after which, we headed down to MOS. the Q wasn't that long. amanda had no ID so i lend her mine to go in. & i was "stucked" outside MOS for a while till jessie saved my life. i guessed our fringe saved my life. luckily we have the same fringe!! the music played in MOS is super dooper power please. the house music could get you orgasm on THE spot! I LIKE............

before i left ma house.

@ rouge.

NUMgays. haha esp the middle one. keith you bloody lier! *he fakes about his eye colour & hes very VAIN!!
me; elvi; amanda; helly boobys.
ba bao & boobys.
i love standing behind her & do silly things.
lol.
@ ministry of sound.
toilet.
camwhores.

im meeting bambam later.

tanning, book driving license & movie tmr with you! (:

2006-05-07T10:05:00.000+08:00

TONIGHT IS THE NIGHT TO BE HAPPY & ENJOY!
HAVE FUN EVERYONE! (:

2006-05-06T07:41:00.000+08:00

i cough so hard that my lungs could just come outta my mouth lah......!

omg, flu & cough please go away like right now! i feel so lifeless. can't taste anything i eat, always having difficulty in breathing, don't have any good moods to go anywhere & i sound like a man. that's how sick i am. ARGH......

despite my sickness, i went to sentosa yst. we got to play volleyball & canoe for free again. we played tai ti too. did some skating & had sakae sushi for dinner.

im meeting bam for dinner at ECP in 3 hours time! i can't wait to have seafood dinner with you (: looking foward to next week!

i miss this girl! hope things are better for you right now. it has been more than a month alr. cheers.

back in de ol sch days. sec 3 i think?! haha my goodness.

winnie; ya man, il definately record it down if i was holding a cam. i would play continuously & just laugh at you! haha.

helly boobys; i know you were like a few meters away from me waiting to wakeboard. we couldn't help but to laugh la. it was really damn funny! that vincent made me swim like a mad dog until i had no strength to swim. so blame it on him not me!! haha.

2006-05-04T02:39:00.000+08:00

& here are my WAKEBOARDING pictures again. big thanks to winnie the photographer.

the people

helly's a fast learner too!

winnie the pro-est.

haha & that's me.

from wakeboarding ended up to swimming in the sea. yes people, i can swim. it's just that vincent the instructor wanted to see some show. it's called struggeling in the water.

each time when i swim back to the boat, vincent would start his engine & ride forward in order not for me to touch the wooden thing to get up. it was irritating, funnny & tiring i tell you. winnie being the kind soul for THAT moment actually stretched out her hand to help but who knows vincent started his motor & winnie fell into the sea. haha it was damn funny. so imagine, while making treading movements in deep water & laughing so hard at the same time. could anytime get you drown man.

2006-05-03T08:15:00.000+08:00

heyheyhey! as you can see, i've changed the whole layout again. & i'm gonna stick to this until i find new ideas to replace it. hahhaahahas. i'm off to go town now t meet my darling ben! woo hoo... byebye.

i'll upload my WBING pictures soon soon soon! (:

2006-05-02T06:56:00.000+08:00

OHMYGODDDD! yesyesyes, i'm thinking of what you people are thinking. in future, we're gonna be BLUR-SOTONGS. i think the blue line is pretty cool thou. the ride looks very longgggggggggg.

*YAWNS*
it's gonna be a boring day today.

had supper with ben at ahthar yst,
things are sooo much better now.
am happy that hes still holding on to this.

i'm shining like a candle in the dark, when you tell me that you love me. (:

2006-04-29T08:40:00.000+08:00

ZOUK with my babes tonight!
i'm ACHING al over again after wakeboarding.
wonder how am i gonna take it later.

3 days back when mavis & myself really got nothing better to do!
& we did the AH LIAN pose from ONE to TEN.

ONE to....

TEN!

I LUB CHEW!

sueann; yesyes it's been very long lah. i miss you babe!

zel; hey you!!! yes, il send the pictures t you when i see you online!

stephy; YOU KNOW I WAS KIDDING. im a human. i do have feelings for that girl's baby ok. BUT STILL?!??!? aiyah.. you can FIND BETTER LOOKING GUYS. mavis AGREE?

winnie; die la you! really got me hooked onto it. howhowhow. every week 90bucks for wbing. the money could be spent on NUM bikinis lah.

helly; babe ah babe. i've said it & im gonna say it again. LETS GO WAKEBOARDING NEXT WEEK! haha. damnit. really damn addictive please. anw, im gonna see you in a while. ZOUK, I ALSO CANNOT WAIT. haha!

BAM, I MISSSSSSSSSS YOU!

2006-04-26T04:10:00.000+08:00

yesyes i'm glad everything's over.
wakeboarding with winnie & helly tmr.
this is gonna be my 123872364th time saying
i so cannot wait for tmr la. haha.

2006-04-24T10:58:00.000+08:00

YOU GAVE ME A REASON TO LIVE, BUT NOT ANYMORE!

2006-04-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

OMG! I SWEAR THIS IS MY WORST WEEK EVER!

it's been 1 and a half weeks of torturing.
im begainning to **** you more.

someone PLEASE save me already.

2006-04-23T10:51:00.000+08:00

please stab me now!

so many things are in my mind now. it may looked like i had alot of fun at Zouk last night but no deep down i wasn't at all. i'm not gonna say more due to some reasons.

do they really care or just wanting to know more?!

i could have left the house ealier for pohyee's birthday but the weather had to spoil everything. i'm sure there's gonna be alot of phototaking later esp when i'm around. haha!

sheena; re-linked you alr sweets. wakeboarding soon ah!
winnie; you're really damn SIAO lah. haha. see ya on WED at 2pm!! wooo.. i really like CANNOT WAIT!! :D
ames; babe, i miss you too! where you disappeared to?!

2006-04-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

WHOO HOO!~ i passed my graduation project! i'm gonna take this few months to relex.

this is for you my sweet brenda.
i'm so happy that you finally got into a proper school.
since u've always wanted to be in this line, u should go for it.
i'll always support you no matter what.
cheers.

happy shalalala

2006-04-20T14:13:00.000+08:00

i'm fucking blogging again cause i'm too fucking bored at home. ive been fucking staring at THIS screen since fucking afternoon! ohmyfuckinggawd. like someone fucking help me already. i have fucking plans but i just fucking wanna stay at home. i don't even know what's my fucking problem. SIGHS! it's just gonna be one of those fucking boring wednesdays again. if not for staying at home, i'd be fucking clubbing in zouk having fun with who-ever.

i guess it's just you that spoilt every fucking thing. i fucking stayed at home just cause i thought i'd meeting you. but NOooOoOOoooOoooooOoOoo... your fucking attitude have to just fuck everything up.

you pathetic.

ANYWAY, this is GERAINT. he said he's very zi lian. SO, so much for being zi lian, i shall show this video of you to everyone. haha.

2006-04-20T12:12:00.000+08:00

SO ADDICTIVE!

finally got the pictures from winnie. :D

after my sis's chalet, we headed down to puggol marina for wakeboarding. winnie's good at wakeboarding man. she did the 180 degree turn so naturally & she can cut through the waves!! i was so jealous when i saw that. arggh.. okok, i was so scared when i was in the sea. i fell for the first time and drank alot of salt water. but i managed to stand up and balance on my second attempt. i was smiling away like nobody business.

i love winnie's new board & she brought it for $1500! she's crazy over this sport. SO AM I!

WINNIE CHUA!

2006-04-17T17:12:00.000+08:00

BAOJUN'S A SUPER HAPPY GIRL & SHE'S HALF COOKED! I'll elaborate more when i receive my pictures from WINNIE!

yst helly & baojun & baojun's sister were at saf yacth club.
we talked alot last night. too much to rmb!

camwhores

2006-04-16T19:11:00.000+08:00

i'm a fool for you lah. you're not what i used to know anymore. i think you've been possessed by some ghost or something if not you wouldn't treat me like this until now. you're crazy & inhuman! so inhuman to the extent where you can't think for me & my ~~fuck~~ing feelings. you can just act like nothing happened on the phone just now. what are you trying to prove when you said this is so important t you. & please, you're not showing that this is important t you as well. who's the one who have been calling/smsing you first. someone had to just raise his voice & say ridiculars things out of anger & end our conversation by not solving anything. you may think i love doing this kind of shit, but no. i dont okay. im like SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING. i know you're tired too. WELL, it'll not end if we continue this BullShit.

i miss you. you left 1 and a half hr more to go!

her biggest secret have been revealed.

MEET HELLY'S MANAGER! haha.

2006-04-16T14:11:00.000+08:00

i was late AGAIN. the teo heng thing was fully booked till 6. so we walked over to parkway to meet dp & the princessy jacyn. omg, i can't stand this couple. they can't take off each other at al! everytime kissing away!!! GOODNESS! SO, we decided to play pool to kill time till evening for NIGHT SAFARI. the show at 8pm was good. i can roughly rmb everything cause i've been there not t long ago. i have t go t my sister's chalet tmr at SAF yacth club. ANYBODY?

CANDID!

mavis showing off her moves.

okay. this is damn stupid!! we wanted to do some ah lian fighting picture but it turned to be like this. our 1st attempt.

2nd attempt. not improving.

3rd.

FINALLY the 4th picture! mavis really look like one. for me, i didnt know what i was doing. & look carefully, there's like an HUGE orb next to my hair! i hate it. it spoils pictures.

2006-04-15T14:39:00.000+08:00

i'm so ready for night safari later. we're are gg t teo heng before smelling their poo poo. it's mavis's paradise for sure. that's it, the list wil be filled with al her chinese songs.

things have gone worst & i'm not sure wth to carry on.

confused like you said.

2006-04-15T07:09:00.000+08:00

Go ahead put on another face,
since the one you have on is so ugly.

2006-04-14T14:08:00.000+08:00

we got to play volleyball for a few mins due t the weather. ):

and we started around 5plus to catch the evening sun.

helly is always redder than me.

i'll wait till the day comes.

2006-04-13T14:59:00.000+08:00

the ~~fuck~~ing time is 5:28am, thursday.

& she keeps repeating;

when there's no more you, there's no more anniversary.

it keeps playing in my damn head.

implys it to me as well.

they are not the only one going through this agony.

your words really aggravated me.

you seriously didn't have to.

go & have your fun.

i'm sure i can find mine too. (:

you left me with no choice.

i hope everything goes well after tanning later.

i'm missing your smiles.

techno songs & ciggs is all i need to cheer me up

2006-04-13T12:34:00.000+08:00

I WANNA GO MOS THIS FRIDAY TO SEE THE GODDESS DJ TIESTO.

anw,
first was JB trip.
second was the movies.
third was counting every
min & sec til she gets off from work.
forth was having lunch with her
during her lunch break.
& lastly SUN TANNING
with this girl tmr!

i want more more more!

2006-04-13T01:57:00.000+08:00

I love the way you look at me.

If I could only have one wish, you'd be the boy whose lips I'd kiss.

Its you, I really want.

2006-04-08T12:32:00.000+08:00

070406
07:55pm

MY TWIN LOVE.

there's no doubt that il fail my tvrp tomorrow. i'm staying home on a FRIDAY to study till my brain explode. you sure think i'm some insane freak but ya, baojun is going to stay at home. obviously, il start thinking about clubbing/drinking/smoking/chilling out w your loved ones in the middle of nowhere during my revision. it's damn tempting DUH... but nono my ass have to be glued down to a chair. (: going to have my dinner in a few minutes time. no interesting tv shows at this moment.

i'm fucked.

anyone care to share Desperate Housewife (season 2) with me?!

soo ~~fucking~~ adorable!

wha lau, i really cannot stand my layout. URGH!&friendster is so damn laggy.

2006-04-04T12:02:00.000+08:00

040406
12:26pm

what are you looking at?

OI! SHUT UP LAH!

can i help you?

i'm a spoilt dog.

BAOJUN WHERE ARE YOU?

2006-04-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

030406

1:10pm

I'm starting to like Smallville. I never liked superhero shows in my life. At first i thought it was totally rubbish. What kept me going on was the endings of it. Always keeping me in supense and wanting to know more. URGH. The shows are definately going to take up alot of my time. I still have Desperate Housewife to catch up. The frustrating part is i started on season 2. That's shitty i know.

I couldn't sleep last night. The feeling was fucked up. Guess my brains was still active because of the show. haha. Not really... i just suddenly felt very worried about alot of things. I'm not sure whether you lost it on purpose but i really hope my things are kept in a save place.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=6ktKhbQVyHc

it's funny! trust me!